me lost in you

why is there only half of a beat inside of my chest? why do my hands feeling especially cold? why do i feel particularly odd walking alone? because you.
normal is, side by side, but this isn’t normal. we’re living in two separate worlds and i am so tangled, so twisted, so torn. but even though its hard and it stings and we cry, we grow. because me being lost in you and you being lost in me wasn’t the way we were meant to be. i must be me and you must be you before we can become two, so this is me finding the way out of you.